Letter 266. To Father Gracian, Madrid, Avila, February 20, 1579
Advice as to founding a house in Rome and sending two friars there. The Saint begs Father Gracian not to go himself as he intended.
... As we are anxious to settle matters, I do not wish to make any plans that cannot be properly carried out. We must consider carefully whether, though we are in a better position for doing so, it would be well to found a house in Rome until the Reform is more consolidated. It would be a terrible mistake on all hands if the Calced there, who are so near the Pope, should aft as our enemies. Also, if you send the letter to the kmg's canon there, your Reverence should advise him as to who should be nominated as Provincial.
I should not like you to go to Rome at present, as things are so well arranged that there seems no need for it, and we must not all remain here doing penance with no one to help us. If you must go, it would be fitting that you should do so for the
General Chapter, and if God grants us the favour, you would go as Provincial, when it would be your duty. Those who are starting now would wait for you there; then we should be represented by persons who would maintain our credit. May our Lord dispose of matters as will tend to His greater glory and may He increase your sanctity and preserve your Reverence to us !
I have not had time to say anything which would cause you fresh annoyance (and with good reason). I am afraid Father Mariano ' will be left unpunished because God considers that he is weak in courage. May His Majesty give us strength to die for Him, for this contest has certainly been one of His favours. To-day is February 28.
Your Reverence's unworthy servant, Teresa de Jesus.
But is not this just such a letter, full of advice, as an old woman with little humilitv would write ? God grant that some of it may be to the point! If not, let us be good friends as before.
Chapter 270 of 448